I am embarrassed to say that I need Christian marriage counseling

I’ve always been someone who prided myself in being able to take care of my own problems whether that was with my own phobias or issues or if it was fixing my relationships. But I think now I have to admit that things have gotten so bad that I’m going to have to resort to Christian marriage counseling.

It’s not that I’m proud to admit it and believe me I would rather try another avenue to try and rescue my marriage with my husband, but I don’t see any other way and I don’t want to throw 18 years of marriage down the drain.